SOS the Blog Vol 4 PART 2
Part 2: Moving out
December 6,
2023
I am just
getting out of the shower. My soon to be EX Husband
enters the bathroom.
Me: Yes?
I ask as I’m covering up with the towel and staring at him.
We haven’t spoken in days, maybe even weeks. He begins to try and seduce me. It
doesn’t work. So, of course, he starts to get a little upset.
My soon to
be EX Husband: Are you seeing someone?
Me: No
My soon to
be EX Husband: I thought we were being honest. We aren’t together so I can’t
get mad.
I assure him that I am not seeing anyone. However, he knows
pulling the honest card will get me because I feel like lies can take up too
much space in my head. So, I respond HONESTLY!
Me: I am
being nice to someone.
My soon to
be EX Husband: Being nice? Who is he?
Me: I’m not going
to tell you that.
He snatches my phone! I am trying to get it back. He is
pushing me back so that I can’t. I call my son because I am unsure what will
transpire. I don’t know if he will find messages between us… and even though
they are innocent, I know he will reach out to him and try to make me seem
crazy or say something outrageous that will make anyone not want to know me. He
has done this before. I also don’t know if he will hit me. AGAIN it wouldn’t be
new! Just hasn’t been done in a while. He tells my son to go because we are ok.
My oldest son sees us in a weird stance after the scuffle and says, “I think I
should stay right here.” My soon to be EX Husband is now making calls to ANY
guy in my dm via social media app. Luckily no one is answering. I tell my son
to call my mom. As my son starts to dial – he gives me my phone back. I go into
my bedroom to finish getting dressed because I am supposed to go to my little
cousins B-day dinner party. He comes
back and bursts into my room
My soon to
be EX Husband: You know what this means right?
Me: No. What?
My soon to
be EX Husband: Get out! You gotta go!
Me: OK
He walks
away. I think to myself How dare he thinks he can kick me out!!! He bursts in
again.
My soon to
be EX Husband: “I wish the worst for you! I don’t want nothing good for you! I
wish DEATH on you!!!!”
That scares
me a little given our history. When he leaves- I tell my son he has to help me pack my
things and load my car. I tell him I don’t trust that it is safe for me to stay
here tonight. He says ok -- I ask him if he wants to come with me…he thinks’,
weighs things out and says, not tonight mom.
Once I get in
the car- I remember what I have in my little case in the closet. I think it
needs to go with me. I run back inside to grab it. I get to my sisters to drop
off my case. Then head to the B-day dinner party.
Q just so
happens to text me and ask what I’m up to.
Me: I am
heading to dinner-for my cousins B-day.
Q: Oh you
outside tonight.
Me: laughing
a bit --- I guess.
Q: I’m just
getting done work, I can text you once I get cleaned up and come out that way
if you want.
Me: Ok.
Now I am
nervous all over again. Yet I go to my cousins B-day dinner. I enjoy family and
have 1 drink while eating something light. Once my sister arrives – We talk in
the parking lot and I let her know what happened. After I tell her I’m coming
to her house tonight instead of the date we had planned for me to house sit as
I didn’t feel safe. Her response is of course its ok.
Q texts me
that he is on his way to where I am. I say we should go somewhere else. My family
is here, and they still don’t know about my separation…only my sister.
Q tells me
to meet him at the restaurant up the street in 15 minutes or so. I say ok then wrap
up dinner with the family. I let my sister know I need to make a pit stop. She suggests
that we switch cars since mine is full of clothes. Good Call on her end.
I head to
meet Q. I am a nervous sweaty wreck. I get there before Q and get a seat at the
bar. He walks in…still tall, dark, and handsome.
We smile
when we see each other. He comes over and gives me a hug. We order shots &
enjoy some really good conversation. We talk about our situations. He says he is
single. I say that I am newly separated. He says, “Oh so I’m the rebound?! We
laugh. We order another round, and he makes a toast: “Cheers to you seeing that
there are guys out here that will treat you right!!!”
We take the
shot -- he leans in to give me a hug -- I kiss him.
We enjoy
another hour or so together then I need to get home.
Disclaimer: This
story doesn’t end with a new boyfriend. There is no Knight in Shining Armor or someone
who saves me. I am my own Knight in Shining Armor, and my friends/family have
been my Army. If it weren’t for the shenanigans to follow this night --- Q wouldn’t
even been mentioned in this story at all. I will say this, Q taught me how to be
single.
Quote: No one is coming to save you!
Lesson:
I love a good love story. My favorites are The Notebook and The
Time Traveler’s Wife. I still believe in love. I am full of it these days.
However, I find that people always want a MAN SAVIOR. If you don’t give
yourself time to heal, you will end up right back in a similar situation, just with
a different person. My goal is to have the patience of an elephant and to date
like Flava Flav.
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